It Has Been a Week

18^th Dec 2006 (Mon)

Today marked a one week anniversary since the day I faced the rejection. Coincidently, I passed the same traffic light again today, the traffic light at which I took my cell phone and confessed. (I only passed it once in the blue moon as it is rather far from my home)

I woke up today feeling moody and not wanting to talk much. Until today, I still feel more connected to sad songs. Happy songs don’t appeal to me that much currently. I am no longer crying. I am no longer mourning. But to say that I’m 100% ok and no longer thinking of her, that will be an obvious lie. Whether I want it or not, many things around me still direct me back to her. Cats, songs, pictures, some artists…

One week is certainly too short for me to let everything go. I shared my experience with Kelvin yesterday and I again realised how mild my situation is compared to other serious cases. My scar is considered small. Hence, Yeam Shin Yau shouldn’t take that long. Da yi ting hui yong kan de =)

I shall stop feeling sorry for myself and do something else to occupy my time. Thank you for reading =)