When Yeam Shin Yau Falls Accidentally In Love

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8^th Dec 2006 (Fri)

He acts normal in front of most of his family and friends so that he doesn’t seem like those typical guys who wants to show to the rest of the world that they are falling in love.

He tries not to annoy others and at the same time, pursue her.

He feels happy seeing her laughing.

He tries to listen to the songs that she likes (without her knowledge) even though he might not be familiar with the songs.

He tries his best to put aside the fact that she had a relationship prior to this and some guys are also pursuing her. He takes it as a challenge.

He wants to talk to her but sometimes just can’t figure out a topic.

He wants to be with her, walk alongside with her during each outing but he is just not aggressive. When he sees other guys walking beside her, he will choose to walk behind them because he doesn’t want to force his way and be dubbed as ‘busy body’.

He sms-es her everyday hoping to get near her, hoping to spark something.

He ponders before sending her an sms, afraid of upsetting her in any way.

He frequently looks at his cell phone, hoping that there’ll be an sms from her.

Each time his cell phone omits an sms tone, he hopes that it is her (which is seriously seriously rare =( )

He wonders why he is always the one who initiates most of the sms-es (which indicates a one-sided situation).

He will be troubled and wonders if he had typed anything wrong (which upsets her) if she didn’t reply him within a few minutes after he sms-es.

He wants to call but afraid that she might freak out.

He is easily hurt, in order words, vulnerable.

He relates his experience to people whom he can trust and appreciates every piece of advice cause he knows he is a freshman.

He laughs by himself and seems like a crazy guy while recalling those happy moments he had with her, even those which might be insignificant to her, cause to him, a simple thing such as wishing him good luck during esl is memorable.

Everything seems to remind him of her, even the small small things.

He can’t get her out of his mind and wonders how long the feeling will last.

He wonders whether he should be glad that exam is over. He doubts that he will be able to concentrate on his studies if it were to be the exam season but the fact that he is currently not really occupied with anything causes him to think of her so much (not the he doesn’t want to but not to this extent).

He feels like a coward and dare not express himself because he is unsure if she is feeling the same way.

He tries to be as optimistic as possible. He feels that the gal (by now) should know that he is pursuing her but the fact that she is not avoiding implies that she’s giving him a chance. He’s taking it!

He needs encouragement in order to continue pursuing her.

He prays to God so that his effort will bear fruit.

He is suddenly confident that he can stay true and loyal to her even after mixing with many other gals out there.

He knows he will sound stupid, penning about this in his blog.

He knows things like this sound cliché and many have read about something like this somewhere else.

(And yet) He still pens this because this time, it is him who experiences it.

All these words come straight from his heart.

He’ll appreciate these moments (whether or not it has a positive turnout) because he has officially…… fallen……. In……… love.